Moving Day
“Wrap those frames tight in plastic
and tape ‘em shut before you pack them. I don’t want to lose the pictures of my
great-grandmother! Melvin-John come here and get those boxes on the truck. We
only got it for another two hours. We got to get moving! And label the boxes if
you want to see your things again.”
Big
Granny is rushing around yelling and stomping and giving orders like an old
time police officer, back when police officers were still human and not
cop-drones. I know how real cops used to yell and kill because Big Granny told
me how they used to just shoot people for no reason. Just shoot them dead. When she was a little girl her father was shot
and killed by a human cop. Big Granny said human cops used to scream and get
all nervous. Pop, Big Granny’s father, was going out to his car one morning to
go to work and a cop responding to a break-in saw Pop and thought he fit the
description, even though the description was for a forty year old short black
man wearing a white jacket and Pop was a young, tall black man wearing a dark
blue electrician’s uniform. Pop had a screwdriver in his hand that he had found
by the front stoop. Uncle Bobby must have left it there. Big Granny said when Uncle
Bobby was a little boy he was always getting into Pop’s tools and forgetting to
put them back. Pop was probably running late for work and didn’t want to go
back inside, so he had the screwdriver in his hand. The cop saw the screwdriver
and later swore he thought it was a gun. He shot Pop dead in the driveway. Big
Granny said the cop-drones they use now are better because they can scan for a
weapon and tell the difference between a harmless tool, phone, or other object
from a gun. No one is ever cop-killed on accident anymore, but you also know
you're always being watched. Some of my friends had gotten to where they’d
build their own drones and battle the cop drones and knock them out of the sky.
Then they’d run like hell. Marcus had fifty-one downs to his name. He was hot
shit at school. But I suspect he’s going to end up in a youth work camp if he
ever gets caught and then he won’t be hot shit no more.
But
I won’t be seeing Marcus or anyone else in school for that matter for maybe
forever. The entire town is packing up and moving inland to camps in the Mid-West
and Texas . We
applied for residence in three of the towns and now we just have to wait to be
approved. Some people in the camps have
been waiting for a couple of years. But we have to leave. There’s no choice
anymore. The waters are already lapping over the sea wall and have eroded most
of land down by the river. At least they’re letting families stay together. I
heard that when Miami
was drowned out that they just shoved people in trucks and lots of families got
separated. But that was twenty-five years ago and the government has gotten
better at relocation. It’s just the poor being relocated now though. The rich
left long time ago. Government bought their land out and they had the money to
leave and start over. Us poor people who rent houses or live in government
houses don’t have nothing to sell to get a stake to start over.
Granny
comes over and pops me on the head with her finger. “Girl, what are you doing?
Get a move on. That truck ain’t gonna wait forever. Remember to pack a backpack
to take with you and one big suitcase. Only one, but pack well. We won’t be seeing
that stuff in the truck for a long damn time.”
An hour later everything is packed. The truck with
our furniture leaves with all the other moving trucks and we wait in the front
yard for the relocation buses. Uncle Bobby’s grandson, Kendall, plays in the dirt
with his plastic toy drones. I sit on my government issue suitcase and read the
e-reader the school gave us last week. They loaded all kinds of books on the
readers for us and it’s solar powered so I won’t have to recharge it. Uncle
Bobby is in his wheelchair under the front porch awning. He has to be kept in
the shade because the hot sun makes him sicker. Uncle Bobby is always talking
about how cold it used to get in winter. I’ve read about how cold it used to
get in north Florida ,
sometimes in the 40s, but I don’t believe it. I don’t think I’d like it anyway,
if it were true. I wonder if it’ll be cold where were going. It’s a long, long
way. Might take us days to get to where we’re going, wherever that is. That’s
why Big Granny packed a lot of sandwiches, apples, cornbread, crackers, and
water. All they serve on the buses are those gooey energy packs that taste like
dog shit, or at least that’s what I’ve heard.
When
we were told we had to leave three months ago, the government man gave Big
Granny a pamphlet with a listing of the relocation camps. There’s two in Iowa , three in Montana ,
two in South Dakota , three in Wyoming , and one in East Texas .
We don’t know which one we’re going to. I hope it’s not the East
Texas one. I heard water is hard to get there. But Iowa
gets so cold in winter that you can’t go outside for two months out of the year
or you’ll freeze like a popsicle within minutes.
The
camps are big. The pamphlet said that at least 200,000 people live in every
one. There’s barracks to live in and schools and parks and jobs. The jobs are ones
like keeping the camp clean, cooking food, painting, fixing stuff, but it pays script
money. Real script money that we can use in the camp stores. They don’t let the
residents leave camp. I don’t know why. I heard it might because the people who
live in the towns close by don’t really like Flooding refugees. They call us
Flooders. That’s okay, though. I don’t think I’d feel safe in a town full of
rich strangers anyways.
I
look up from my e-reader and see that Big Granny is holding onto one of the
pillars of the porch. Her hand is caressing the paint flaked pillar like it’s a
soft kitten,. She’s lived here for fifty years.
The roof is sagging in places and the bathtub needs replacing. There are
only three bedrooms for the six of us and the back door stoop is about ready to
cave in, but this is Big Granny’s home. Mine too, I guess. The only one I’ve
ever known anyway, but I’m glad to be leaving. Big Granny ain’t so happy.
There’s fat tears falling off her face into the dirt. I close my e-reader and put it in my
backpack. I go over to Big Granny and lean into her soft body. Her hand snakes
into my braids and pulls me close.
“It’ll
be an adventure Big Granny. A really big adventure,” I say, trying to comfort
her.
“I’m
too old for big adventures, Girl, but I reckon I’m too old to swim too. That
water will be up in the yard in just a year or so. I got to get y’all to
safety. I told your Mama I would. I sure
am going to miss this old place though, and I never thought I’d say that.”
“Oh,
yes. Lil one. Big Granny is okay,” she says, “Why don’t you go see if your
Granddaddy Bobby needs a drink of water? Go along.”
Big
Granny pulls a piece of cloth out of her pocket and wipes her eyes. “No more crying,
Girl.”
Trayler
is on her cell phone using up all her minutes talking to that Odum man that
she’s been seeing. Since they aren’t family, they can’t go in the same bus or
even the same place, and Trayler has been moping around for weeks. If he’d
marry her it’d be okay, but he won’t. I heard her talking to Big Granny one
night about running away, but Big Granny set her straight real quick. Big
Granny told her that she had a child and where in the hell was she going to run
with a child? How was she going to live and feed Kendell? After that night all
the light went out in Trayler’s eyes.
I
hear a rumbling and look up to see a caravan of dark blue government buses
round the corner kicking up dust in their wake. They split off and a few go off
towards Burgundy Street
and Law Street ,
while four screech to a halt in front of our complex. People start picking up
suitcases and the bus doors open. A line of semi-trucks pull up behind the bus
and seventy-two military men and women with guns get out of one. I know there’s
seventy-two because I count each and every one of then as they climb down from
the truck. Another semi-truck pulls up and out spills more uniformed men and
women, but they don’t have guns. I don’t bother to try and count them. A booming
voice comes over a loudspeaker that’s perched on one of the trucks. The voice
tells us to get our suitcases to the curb. The men come and tag out suitcases
with our wristband I.D numbers and then stack the suitcases by the buses. They
let us keep our backpacks for the bus trip. I get scared thinking I might never
see my suitcase again and I pull my backpack tighter over my shoulder and pat
my pocket to make sure I have my cell phone. There’s only 120 minutes loaded on
it so I can’t watch Youtube anymore. Big Granny told me I had to save the
minutes in case of an emergency.
Suddenly
I’m scared. I look around and see my friends getting onto buses with their
families. I rotate and try to take it all in. The housing complex looks like a
ghost town. Someone’s dog is howling. I hear what sounds like firecrackers and
then the dog is silent. We were told that animals wouldn’t be allowed in the
camps. Trayler took Big Granny’s yappy Chihuahua
to the animal control last month and Big Granny cried for days. Mr. Nelson two streets over drowned all his
cats in a big metal barrel full of water rather than take them to animal
control. He said he did that because that’s the way nature would have killed
them with the rising water anyway.
I
look for Big Granny. She has her arm around Kendall .
Trayler is pushing Uncle Bobby’s wheelchair to the handicapped bus behind us.
Uncle Bobby will have to ride without his family. We’ve been told that they will be sure he
goes to the same camp as the rest of his family, but now I’m not so sure any of
this is right or that anyone is telling us the truth. But I can’t do much about
it. There’s too many trucks and men with guns. And, where would I go if I ran?
I’d be alone. There are uniformed people holding tablets running through lists
and lining us up beside the buses. I make sure to stay with my family. Trayler
takes my hand. Melvin-John has his arm around Big Granny. Kendall
leaves Big Granny and slides up and pushes his face into my leg.
I
climb into the bus clutching Kendell’s hand and for a minute I can’t see
anything but shadows while my eyes adjust to the dimness. We stand in line
while a green uniformed lady asks my name and I give it. She checks my name off
on her tablet then hands me a small plastic pouch and instructs me to move
back, keep moving back. I slide into a dark blue upholstered seat and Kendall slips into the seat beside me. Big Granny and
Melvin-John are seated in front of me, and across the aisle Trayler is seated
with an old fat lady in a red dress. The blue fabric covered armrests are dark
with grime and oil. Stale air is circulating in the bus, and the smell of
bodies and fear and uncertainty perfume the bus. Everyone is dead silent. Not a
whimper. Not a sound, except for shuffling feet as people find their seat.
The
bus doors close and the grind of gears lurch the bus forward. I open the
plastic pack that the uniformed lady pushed into my hand. I find a small bag of
Kleenex, three silvery drink pouches with straws attached by a thin piece of
clear tape, three energy bars, a bag of chips, a Hershey candy bar, a miniature
plastic bottle of hand lotion, a pad of yellow Post It Notes, and an ink pen
with the words U.S Government embossed
deep into the black plastic.
Unexpected
tears slide down my face as the bus passes by my old school. Kendall
reaches up and brushes his fingers across my cheeks to dry them, and then he pushes
his plastic toy drones across the back of the seat in front of us as the miles
start to slip away.
Wow!! This is so excellent, Teri!
ReplyDeleteThank you so much for sharing it.